When I turned 12, negative entities, well, demons, began attacking me...I don't know why but they did, I was a pretty yummy treat for them, a full course meal in fact and so they put in the effort to try to drain and train me. (willing subjects taste best)

After a while my guides tapped me on the shoulder and reminded me of who I was and that I didn't have to put up with it and so began my spiritual training.

I was sent to other worlds where rituals were being held, in houses that were haunted, to save souls that were possessed or trapped, to stop disasters in my own parrallel worlds...my guides let me into it all, I came crashing down out of nowhere...wrestling with things that I would never wish on anyone.

I've been bitten, cursed, threatened, tortured, and pursued as if I was the ultimate prize. I was their greatest desire but I became their greatest threat. Unless they had a death wish they wouldn't come near me...to those who loved the etheric worlds and who talked about how nice it was to go to the astral beach or to meet enlightened monks, I knew them not and such realms were there for one thing...to search and destroy.

I became so involved in battling them that I wanted to be searched out, I wanted to fight them... I would destroy them all, I learned their tactics, they tried everything on me, even reverse psychology (haha) and so when they did all they could do and knocking heads with them became a sport...they just stopped.

Now when they left me alone I went through a sort of withdrawal and I began searching them out, hunting them unconciously until I drained myself and a whole lot of etheric garbage funneled into my head so I couldn't sleep...It was at this point that my guides intervened...My guides are very powerful and they said one thing to me and I knew it had to end.

"Stop."

So I paradigm shifted and put up my sword of righteous light, and picked up my hoe of harmony and truth and began tilling the soil of conciousness and growing awareness, Not soon after I had my meeting with Mother Earth and my whole world turned upside down and I fell in love with her whole heartedly, I realized that she had always loved me first.

And so began and continues my journey with her.

I do get attacked still but its rare and only when I am not expecting it (the element of surprise) or have something I need to deal with.

I have not come across many super powerful demons, perhaps one or two but thats it and two really smart ones, I didn't have a good time with the first one but the second actually did me a favor by way of universal law.

Though I have years of battle experience, when I am back in my body I find that I do not like battling them at all and yet this other side would love to devour them whole.

In my daily life I am the graceful deer but on the other hand I am the African lion.

Years have passed though and I am a spiritual gardnener, healer and traveler now, I don't do much battling anymore and can't say I'm sad about it either, that takes alot of energy and its useless to fight unless your freeing a soul.

Here is the general exchange between me and a set of negative entities:

(I pop up in some random realm crashing some negative party, I wasnt invited to.)

"WHo the hell are you?!" (Their actual words)

"uh..." (my actual words)

"Get her!!!"

The End


haha, sorry, had to add that last part, its more of a personal joke to myself.


Thanks for listening!

Give us this day our daily bread.

Have you seen the movie gladiator... seems all warriors just want to become farmers...

Aquaponics is interesting.

"My name is Maximus Decimus Meridius..." (favorite part) Hahaha. yeah I've seen it, the similarity is worth mentioning. lol
, thats what I feel like but I don't really have that right, he went through much worse.

They had something on the news maybe last year about Aquaponics. I have every seed imaginable in a container I've been saving and when I have free time I plan to plant them all.

From watermelons to spinach to potatos and pumkins, I have it all, it would probably be easy to use this method when I get started, However, I just can't pass up the chance to put my hands in the Earth