So most vivid dream I've had in awhile.

It seemed lyke perfect transition in laying in my room into the dream where a bunch of strangers were in my apartment and I began to feel incredibly weak and disoriented. After alot of commotion and strange sensations. I saw my girlfriend passed out on the bed and that the house was changing, expanding more commotion.
Then some sketchy guys were trying to touch my girlfriend, I gathered the strength to make everyone leave I yelled and seemed to push people away someway or another. I tried to talk to my girl but then the disorientation got worse and I woke up someplace else. I was still with my girl and I tried to talk to her and figure out what was going on. I became really disoriented again and then there was people again. It went from night to day and then I blacked out and woke up in a torture chamber looking basement. I saw what I thought was my girl behind this sheet but then the sheet was removed and it was this horrible looking little demon lyke thing then I moved into then next room and there was a much larger demon who told me I would suffer and truly understand pain.

I gathered myself and told him I was Sariel the Angel of Death and he said something lyke "Oh we know ; we're all soo jealous" very sarcasticly. Then I grabbed his head and jammed my thumbs in his eyes and such. I blacked out again and was with a good friend of mine. He told me reality was not right. These sensations reminded me of when I had exorcised a demon from this girl and then reality seemed to shatter for the evening and a lot of bizzare and violent things had happened to me.

My friend then told me had to do some sort of ritual and gather our loved ones and help them with the disorentation so they could grasp what was happening everywhere. I woke up suddenly again with my girlfriend and other friend we go in a car and began to drive to where we needed to go...I just knew I couldnt tell where I was actually going. There was a priest burning in the street then as we drove furthur a tornado of sorts came towards us ; I then saw explosions of color in caleidoscope vision. I wasnt in a car anymore and I felt myself losing everyone agfain. I woke up in a street in the winter. I realized because things were as they were and reality was slightlyoff that I could tap into more of my potential and run incredibly fast and fly for short distances; I knew my better form was beginning to show. I made my way back to her again and my friend that had informed me of what was going on was back with me. I remember feeling the presence of the dead around me and then everything went dark and I woke up.

This was disturbing and increbily vivid and realistic to me.
It felt lyke an out of body experience of sorts...

If I look at this it seems that you are in an inner conflict with your feelings. Why are you fighting against your darkside?

I always am.
I'm on a constant quest to better myself and walk in the light.

I wasnt quite sure how to percieve this.
I've had my crossings with some unotherworldy things.
So I always have to think twice

My dream came into frutition. I've lost my love. Ita torn me apart; its truly a weakness of my kind. I fell into darkness and negativity and now all the things I needed to be ok are gone. These evils I've percieved have gained my hate.

The quest for salvation of the blue soldiers lies in the technique of the great fear eater... The fear eater technique is UNSTOPABLE it allows the ultimate protection from all spirits of incursion. You must eat the attacker with no fear and become him through your resolute belief and greater power he will transcend. The living are always stronger than the dead do not ever forget that. IF someone living is attacking you, the eater technique is unstoppable and both parties are better off afterwords. In the words of the Kwisatz Haderach "fear is the mind killer" release fear of death through astral suicide, fear of life through living, fear of spirit by spiriting, ect. The great soldiers of Atlantis fear NOTHING, be one.

Also do not fight the dark or the light. They are both wrong and bicker incessantly. The truth of salvation lies in the middle world or the grey...As in the title of nizchies book we must go beyond good and evil to develop your black powers extend your chakra below the bottom and grow a tail. To develop your light powers build the crown charkra out of your head and allow it to envelop you. Then spin your charkras. Then extend the crown into the upper world and tail into the lower world until your wings grow.... hehe no secrets here, be ready for the shift, more accurately, BE the shift...