Hello Tamara,
You have a very nice picture. In it you're smiling and happy, but I think that a lot of it masks what's on the inside of you. I see sadness in your eyes. I don't think childhood issues have been resolved.
What of your best friend from when you were kids? You're not friends with her anymore, are you? She misses you. I think you feel a little weird around her, because you may have more feelings than she did at the time.
Do you have a baby? I just see a baby somewhere...closer to a newborn than a toddler. *shruggs* I'm not very good at these things.
I hope that says something...although it might not have been what you wanted to hear. take care. (If I'm totally wrong--don't be too upset with me!)
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